"when she sleeps,
there is a fevered dream.
it brings a night terror,
to harm this fragile bird.
she speaks in tongues,
her words they come undone.
and with her wayward mind,
she struggles through the night."
20. female. australian.
trying to find order within a disordered mind.
i want to lose weight,
and i want control,
but mainly i just want to be beautiful.
i’m finding life really, really overwhelming at the moment.
all i do all day is lie in bed and cry and think about how i’m going to keep this up for much longer.
i feel like i need to tell someone, but i’m too terrified of hurting my family and i don’t think my friends will care.
i need help because i don’t know where this will lead.
who cares if school doesn’t teach us how to raise a family or get a job like at least I can find the area of a triangle.
(Source: tumbler-teen)
intake for today
Today I made a broth out of vegetable stock, celery and a tablespoon of greek yoghurt, next time I don’t think it needs the greek yoghurt so will be heaps less calorie wise.
For one massive fucking bowl it was only 69.5cal and i’m so full I feel like I could explode.
