"when she sleeps,
there is a fevered dream.
it brings a night terror,
to harm this fragile bird.
she speaks in tongues,
her words they come undone.
and with her wayward mind,
she struggles through the night."
20. female. australian.
trying to find order within a disordered mind.
i want to lose weight,
and i want control,
but mainly i just want to be beautiful.
binging binging binging
corn chips, pizza, chicken noodle soup, fried rice, juice, cola.
purge, purge, purge.
(i hardly ever do this)
wake up, drive to work, get stressed, drive home, study, look at pictures of perfect girls i will never be, get hungry, freak out, eat heaps, purge purge, sleep, repeat.
